So last night I got back to my apartment around 7pm and really had absolutely nothing to do. I considered several options: one was driving to Geneseo, but then I realized that was crazy. One was driving to Boston, but again that's a lot of driving for a short time and I want to be able to visit when I have more time. Another was going to a bar, but I had no one to go with and I didn't want to go alone. So I decided to stay in my apartment. I read my Rachel Ray magazine that I bought on a whim and got inspired to make Cannoli French Toast in the morning (which I did haha). It's a pretty good recipe and I think there are lots of possible alternatives to the recipe so I'm definitely gonna keep it in mind. I called Megan and talked to her for like a half hour which was wonderful. I really miss having her around and really hope we can live together again. I drank 2/3 of a bottle of wine while cooking steak and mushrooms while listening to Sara Bareilles, and I also watched Something's Gotta Give. I really do love that movie. I think it is really funny and endearing and even involves theatre haha.
It's weird, I don't usually like being alone and for the last four years I've been constantly surrounded by people, so I was kind of sad thinking about what a boring night I was going to have. But once I started doing things, I realized it was nice to just have some me time and relax by myself. It also helped to talk to Megan because I got to let some things out and got to talk to someone of importance to me, even though I really had nothing too exciting to talk about. After I talked to her I felt much better. I'm actually talking to her online now and I know she is about to read my blog and this post so it's kind of funny I'm writing this, but it's all true. So I love you Megan and miss you so much! You've become such an important part of my life and someone who I know I can call and talk to whenever about anything. I'm so lucky to have you in my life :)
I love you too! I'm sorry we couldn't talk longer last night, but call me anytime! I miss you like crazy all the time and I wish we were closer so I could see you more often. Talk to you soon!! <3 <3 <3
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