Yesterday, Tomorrow, and Today

OMG I can't believe it's been about a week since I updated! Wow a lot has happened in a week, let's see...

Well we had our final weekend of Hairspray. It went really well and all three shows were great. I got to hang out with everyone one last time Sunday night and Monday everyone left. I really liked everyone in the cast and it was sad to see them go. I'm definitely gonna try and stay in touch with them.

On Friday after the show I met up with Josh Smith at Rocks since he was in town to play auditions for Cabaret at SUNY Albany. It was really great to see him and catch up and we had a great time! Also we saw Darius (aka Todd) from the summer! So weird and random haha.

After the show on Sunday I drove Chloe and Emily's brother and boyfriend to the bus station. But the show went longer than expected and we ended up leaving about 15 minutes before the scheduled departing time, and it's about 15 minutes away. It was such a great car ride, my adrenaline was pumping haha. But I got them to the bus and everything was fine.

After that whoever was left all hung out Sunday night and we had a great time. I went back to their house the next morning to say goodbye to everyone, and then Emily, who wasn't leaving until 4, and I got breakfast at Brueggers. I then came back to the apartment and cleaned it some more.

Oh that's right, all last week I cleaned the apartment, and when I say cleaned, I mean CLEANED. I did one room at a time and moved out all the furniture so I could sweep and mop each room. It looks a lot better in here than it did before haha. All I have left to clean is the bathroom.

Since Hairspray closed we've been in rehearsals for Joseph and it's going ok so far, we just keep pluggin along. I helped Kim make part of Joseph's coat, and on Monday night Gilly, Kim, Shana, Paul, Tom and I had a game night at Gilly's apartment. We played scattegories and cranium and had a great time. One of the best parts of the night: "Gilly, what wrong?" "I'm sad because Kim thinks I can't spell" lol.

Recently I've been meeting a lot of people online, trying to meet people in the area and make new friends and potentially more than friends. So far it's actually been going pretty good and I've been talking to a few potential candidates. It's kind of weird to think about going on dates but that's what people do and I feel like I am ready to start doing that. To find someone whom I feel comfortable talking to, and that conversation just happens organically. I don't want to feel like I have to try and force conversation or probe around for something to talk about. One of the questions on one of the dating sites I joined was would you rather complete the other person or would you rather them be complete and the two of you be complete together. I think I need someone who is already complete. I think I'm drawn to the guys who aren't complete without me because I can feel wanted and useful and helpful to them, but I think in a relationship that's bad for me. I tried that once and it didn't work out so well. I think I need someone who is independent and can lead their own life and his happy, and find someone who can be happy with me.

I'm starting to get disappointed with my blog. I think it's because since I don't update it enough I mostly just type what happened in my life rather than my thoughts or opinions, and I find I haven't been inspired a lot recently. The one inspiration I do now have though is that it was recommended to me I should read Hero and Leander by Marlowe, so when I get some free time, I'm going to give it a read. If anyone else has any reading suggestions, please let me know. It's been a while since I've read a good book and I want to get back into it.

P.S. I LOVE the music to A Christmas Carol and I'm really excited to start working on it :)